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Confessions of a Rouge Angel
Things about Me, Life, How my life might suck at such the moment or just random rants that I need to get out of my system. Read if you desire, but do not expect any cookies ... I ate them all.
Biggest Fear Part 1


As you know everyone has a fear that is usually revealed inside the darkst depths of their mind. It causes great disurbance in all of us, but there are a few cases where our fears are unknown to us and they lurk within us waiting for a presence we face, to become known. If we have a friend that we truely love with all our hearts, then our biggest fear could be losing them; you could only feel true fear if this was your most prized possesion. If you saw that someone who means the world to you, dying, what would you do? If they were drowning in the black depths of the ocean, would you be paralyzed in fear of what was down there? If they were sentenced to death, would you hide and hope that they live? Or if they were suffering and need your help in the darkest of hours, would you help them? Would you put your friends life before your own, or would you risk everything you have just to save them? This choice is our biggest fear.
But with fear comes a way to fight it.
We know that in our hearts, if we lose this one person (whom ever they might be), we will feel like empty shells in a world full of nothingness. If we truley prize this bond above all, then we would risk everything we have just to save them, we would find the guts to find and save them no matter how scared we are.
We fight them, with rage.
Rage is the ultimate form of courage, nobody can ever feel this power without that person we love to fuel that fire buning with in them. Whether is is a friend or lover is for you to decide. We fight and fight until we can fight no more, then when we hear them call out to us, in our minds or hearts; we can feel power, and rage surge throughout our veins, and it grows as we fight; the more we love that person the stronger the rage becomes. It wouldn't matter how big the army of opposing force is that part you from your friend; the wrath of forcefully being separated from them, would burn like a sea of raging fire, and just expole inside of you causing you to destroy everything in your path just to find them; that one person that you treasure deep within your heart. Just knowing that they are ok is when a soul can truely be at rest.






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shaiwolf
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commentCommented on: Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 12:53am
Thats deep. emo


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