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Okie, so today I left the house in the worst possible way! I wake up two hours before 4:30 AM so I end up staring at things... I found out a spider has made its nest in my closet; for those who don't know, no I don't fear insects. Do they scare the Jiminey Crickets out of me when they pop out of nowhere and start manifesting in my article keepings? You bet your tail I do! So when I discovered my new unwelcomed neighbor of course my reaction was: HO, MY CHEESE!!. My dad, on my fifth yell, yelled at me to shut up and threw a boot at me, he hit the spider... I started crying then... emo That poor spider, she now has orphans, so I left the eggs there anyways, I figure evrything has right to live and no one bears no control on that so I went along and picked my clothes~!

Now it's the clothes that also provide a problem for me... I put on a turtle neck with cut-off sleeves, but as of late I've noticed it makes me look a bit big! I know, I seem just coneited now when I'm constantly preaching about the beauty of everyone else, but that's just the thing! I keep saying everyone's beautiful, because in reality I really do believe that but then when I look uppon myself it's like Ive tooken a depressant and turn into my low self-esteem persona! O-O Well, I change until I just dedice to screw it and throw on a flannel~! Well, one of the buttons falls off... ;-; I sew that with the consolation prize of getting stung with the needle a few times because one of the puppies has to try and play tug-o-war with me... Cute but I was once again rolling on the floor in revolting pain!

So I've get everything set to go and I'm up and ready to start breakfast! I've blown dried my hair, so it stands up and brushed my teeth, well when I'm getting some ingredients the vanilla extract comes down and whacks me on the head, flattening my hair... I have to go back, get that done along with one of the puppies biting on the wire! >C Before I went to do this I put toast in the toaster.
S/N: I like Toast!! eek
Well, I forgot big brother had made toast last night, we have weird eating schedules, so he always sets the toaster on high. This barely hits me when I start smelling and seeing a billowing black cloud! I started thinking though and yelling... "Oh my God, it's James and the Giant Peach!", I was always a fan of that movie and remembered the Rhino that would come from the omnipotent clouds~! sweatdrop I crack a window and everything but that does no good as the dogs, Blitz and Chow Chow (I call him Conchie from Shaman King... owo), run into the house and knock every possible disaster into motion! I leave the house without my pills or breakfast because I spent the morning cleaning... -.-;



When I get to school I have already forgotten something, my jacket! I was freezing my a** off and just kept looking and every other joyous person as they paraded happily throughout the halls in merry homage. I know, I did it to myself, so I scolded myself and reminded me that it wouldn't have happened if I wasn't such a klutz! XD

When the library opens I go to see if one of the books I had been waiting for to conduct my book report on was in, I had forgotten the last few days to check it out... Well turns out, someone checked it out! Of all the days that I needed that book as it rotted away in its solitude, now someone finally decides 'oh, I think I want that book,'! scream Once again, my fault, I shouldn't have kept it on delay! >< Seeing as that happened I went and took a place on the stool of the third computer~! The modem the school has is cruddy, which is to all schools I suppose, huh? I check my e-mail and messages and more bad news!
S/N: I know, now you stop wondering why all my previous significant others had left! XD I wouldn't blame them either if they had to deal with my crap! >< Just happy they tried~!
One of the guys, one that I have sincere gratitude for and hold the utmost compassion to, tells me off on of the decisions I plan to make once I get older; I guess he had the right to, he's entitled to his opinion, but that just really ruins my day. Once again I feel like I've failed and am a failure, just like my father had made me feel. I want to just mope around but then that wouldn't do any good.



I do my best to keep it at bay and continue you on with school. Bell rings and I head to the class I dread unless Crystal's there! XD First period started off slow and it involved the overview of proportions! Yay! [/sarcasm]However I was relieved when someone came through the door and around to a desk near the upper of the class! Crystal! She stole my Momiji backpack and drew a fantabulous picture of him, thanks again Crystal! *Hugs* Then she snuck up around back me and scared the living daylights out of me! o-o Sorry, Crystal, I was completely in the zone that time! XD Not that I'm ever... >_>;

Everything runs smoothly from there on end, third period was okay, all I had to do was rewrite one of the essays we did. Apparently, I write too small and I have issues with writing big, when I tried to at first my letters were floating in the air which brought me back into kinder when the teacher would screech 'I don't want floaters!' and I would break out in mad laughter thinking 'floatie', yes I am retarded... <.<;

Lunch comes about and I'm not so relieved, nothing to ever do on lunch! >< Well, as always I sit in the library. As always I claim my table near the entrance. And as always I wait for someone I know to walk by, take pity, and be seated next to me! Megan comes with Rebecca and we have an intresting conversation on yaoi and man smex! >D One of the guys I had once crushed one was there and that made me happy; however, apparently he had a hangover so that made me depressed... Hope you feel better, mon ami~! Now time for fifth period!

At fifth period I need to take a piss... In first I needed to take a piss and stayed in there for five minutes straight, I'm like a fountain... Well, I was going to turn into Niagra Falls when I flush the toilet to first do that one type of business and what do you know? The toilet overfloods!! OVERFLOODS!! scream All I can think through the whole ordeal 'friggin' ghetto a** school,'! That pisses me off so much since 'A', I hate public bathrooms they're always so dingy and unsanitary and 'B', why does it always happen to me?! I never get to go tp the bathroom, so that bites considering it was PE and my bowels we constantly being stimulated... -.-;; We're playing basketball still in PE so everyone knowing how much I suck at sports and anything physical you may laugh now... >.>;;



I get home, I eat my rice, beans and potatoooes! and fall asleep... o-o