I don't know what to do...I want to make everything okay between us. Yet, you don't seem to care. I told you I've never been very social, I thought then you might understand, that because of my past and that moving/switching schools just about every year. Maybe then you could understand. "Then, well, try to become more social." was what he asked "Why? Whats the point? Especially because I'm switching again for high school. And then another two years later switching back. So there really isn't a point to try to be social." was my response. I never wanted to fall in love before. Never fought so hard for someone's affections. Thats why I said no the first time you asked me out. I didn't know what the outcome would be. I don't like taking chances, everyone knows that. But, I thought, 'Maybe just this once.' The first time was wonderful, except for the fact that he never showed his affections. Now, its all touchy-feely and no 'Hey, lets hang out with (insert group of people's names here). I don't want just to be your girl-friend, I want to be you friend too. But you don't seem to understand. Its one or the other it seems like. And I don't how much more I can take before I snap. Danielle and Karly are great, they've always been there for me, trying to help me. I want to do something for them. It only seems fair. They've always helped me with Kyle and me. I want to give something back.
Song: Loves me not.
Artist: Tatu
I complicated our lives
By falling in love with him
I complicated our lives
Now I'm losing my only friend
I don't know why, I had to try
Living my life on the other side
Now I'm so confused
I don't know what to do
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me...
I started blurring the lines
Because I didn't care
I started crossing the line
Cause you were never there
No where to turn,
No one to help,
It's almost like I don't even know myself
Now I have to choose
I don't know what to do
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, she loves me
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me...
No where to turn,
No one to help,
It's almost like I don't even know myself
Now I have to choose
I don't know what to do
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
Loves me not...
What is there to do?
Song: Loves me not.
Artist: Tatu
I complicated our lives
By falling in love with him
I complicated our lives
Now I'm losing my only friend
I don't know why, I had to try
Living my life on the other side
Now I'm so confused
I don't know what to do
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me...
I started blurring the lines
Because I didn't care
I started crossing the line
Cause you were never there
No where to turn,
No one to help,
It's almost like I don't even know myself
Now I have to choose
I don't know what to do
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, she loves me
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me...
No where to turn,
No one to help,
It's almost like I don't even know myself
Now I have to choose
I don't know what to do
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
He loves me, He loves me not
She loves me, She loves me not
Loves me not...
What is there to do?
