• To me, hell seemed alright.At this point I couldnt care.Not now as my mother screamed. As she called out his name crying and pleading to the heavens to send him back. Right now she was the child, and I ,the adult.My mother was an extrordinary person. But as she groveled on her knees in a strange way that I had never seen her do, it scared me.More than that, it disgusted me. They, the people who'd killed my brother didnt even flinch when they held the gun up to his head.Why would my mother be any diffrent. Blood poured over onto the gound as her yellings and cryings ceased. Then they turned to me. I didnt resist I welcomed them with open arms but with thirsty eyes. I was almost spilling over with wanting revenge. No one was going to shoot me. I was so confused and appalled.I grabbed a gun from the nearest person and held it up to my head.They all stood stock still. All but one. She strode so quickly to me I didnt have time to pull the trigger before she yanked the gun out of my hand and slapped me in the face. It stung, I didnt cry out. But I was mad. Why couldnt she just let me die? Didnt I deserve that much? I was a monster, right? Thats what they'd said about my brother. Was I just to young to understand? Or did I understand so perfectly that they were afraid of me?
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    It was eight years ago that I finally learned the truth. Then I had excepted it. Now, I think it was a mistake. A mistake that I hadnt slapped that woman back. A mistake that I hadnt killed every one of them then and there.Why hadnt I? What had been holding me back? The fact that I was still human. Much like im not now.Murdering people seemed a second nature to me now.Now , after all the training, and suffuring.This was easy for me. Easy to pretend I was doing this for my lost 'so called' family.The 'normal' family of my 'mother' and 'brother'. My brother who'd been so gentle and kind. My brother who'd died for the sake of my mother. who in turn got her self killed
    because of him. This world, the human world, was so twisted with greed. Now I needed to help the future women and men like me, the future's monsters, as we are named. How did the secret escape? I dont know. Maybe I never will. But that doesnt change what I am.Nor what Im capable of. And what im capable of will distroy this screwed up world we live in. I will restore peace. If
    I need to die in order for that to happen, then, I will.

    It was a dark day. The purple clouds hung over the orange sun, refusing to let light pass. They could see me. I felt their eyes on my back. Tracing up and down. Analizing my entire muscular system.The blade, hidden by the side of my thigh, quivered.I shifted to the left and grinned as my sharp hearing caught someone gasp. Rain began to sprinkle lightly then come down harder. I
    looked down on the streets. People still filled them.Hungrey people, children. Monsters.Yes, they were my people the same people who I fought to protect from becoming extinct.A gun shot rang. A bullet grazed my cheek and my grin turned into a smile.I had every idea of who I was dealing with.while they had none.They were unlike me.They were so unlike me.I was experienced in this.
    I was experienced in death. Thats what they were offering up now.Their death's. How many? I counted the heart beats in my head. Yes I could hear them ,quite clearly, too. Nineteen? I thought. Wow.I was a little diappointed. This wasnt going to be any fun. I cringed thinking of how my brother would've thought me a worthless being if he knew I thought killing fun. But I was not
    ashamed. He was dead and I ,alive. ( if you could call what I did living) He had gotten himself killed. That was not my fault.Another gun shot sounded. It flew past me two feet too my right. Now this was getting pathetic. Their hearts sped up and I could hear them argue."Are you mad or do you have a death wish",one hissed."She might look harmless but I promise get to close and
    she'll tear you limb from limb".He warned everyone. I knew it was a he by the way he ordered everyone else, and probably the leader. Pathetic, I repeated in my head.Though he was right too warn them about me. What he said was true. I was dangerous and weak at the same time. But no one knew my weakness and the ones who'd found out, were dead. This time no guns were used. A body flew at me from what seemed like no where. But I knew he'd been there waiting. Holding off until the best moment which he'd decided was never. Because I was always ready and now I was especially ready.I jumped and he slid under me perfectly.He was on his feet before mine had landed. Who was he? He was not with th pack of hired hit men. They were here to kill me and by how he moved he was not. I staggered back confused."Why are -",I began. He put his finger to his lips for me to be silent and smiled when I didnt finish my sentence. He held up a red rose and I gasped.Something no one had seen me do often. Because I was rarely suprised.But now I was and
    this man could see it. "Hema Rose",He whispered. I breathed and nodded. It was clear this man was on my side. Because Hema Rose was the organization in which the last of my monster people had formed to protect themselves. If not for Hema Rose I would've died the night the rest of my 'family' had. But they had saved me and for that I was forever grateful. The man held up his hand and I, mine. We pressed our hands together and immediatly I knew everything. I shivered as an electric current passed through my body."My name is Dex Ryans",His voice whispered inside my head.I nodded and sent my response. He stepped forward releasing our hands. "I am hear to take you back Hexis",he frowned. I stepped away from him still concious of the men watching. "You'll have to kill me first", I disagreed. Dex flexed a hand through chestnut colored hair. "I'd thought you would be like this",he smirked.I bowed and smiled back with full force."Not many can beat you, I must admitt you are more than what you appear", Dex complimented. I straightened up. "And you?",I inquiered."I've never heard of a male agent in my quarter".Dex smiled approvingly."Well thought of." He paused. "I am from another wing of the organization you are to be moved just like me".He waited for my response. I did not give one."Its dangrous for anyone in the could you say 'company' to be around you. I understand how much you do and how well you fight but
    it sometimes creates to much chaos for our world to handle. "He paused yet again, I assumed it was for my reaction."I believe you are dangerous and a weak link to Hema Rose".It was silent as I went into kill mode. "Choose",I replied. He tilted his headin confusment."Choose", I repeated in a lighter."Die or help me".He shook his head."No", he mouthed. I nodded in understanding. I
    slipped the blade out of my pants; Turned and accelerated towards the group of men waiting in the shadows for my false move. I knew why Dex had been sent here, to me. The relization of it bit down hard on my insides.It stung my eyes. I was utterly alone.No longer could I rely on anyone but myself. I had no family,No friends, and now I had no reason.But my mission was still left. All that they had taken from me was gone my life, my meaning, all but my mission.

    In a sense I knew I had to run. I had to hide, get away. Somehow. Someway. I did. I changed my look, my name. I gave up the name Hexis that i'd been born with, and excepted a new name. One of a woman who'd died in an accident not long after Hema Rose had parted with me. I was now Constance smith. I'd given up everything. My training, my skill, my job, my life. There was only one thing left for me to do.That was to kill.Kill and keep killing until someone stopped me.But no matter who tryed I wouldnt die until i'd fulfilled my propose. I would stop at nothing to finally murder Lord Necro. The man who'd began all of this. This is the war for existance.

    My hair hung in a loose pony tale. Standing there I'd look just like any other person. Any other human. Children still starved in the streets and it ticked me off. How could any one just sit back and watch them die. I certainly could not. The clouds streached out turning orange, pink, with a hint of red.Telling me it was sunset. As soon as the moon was up i'd be set free. Thats how I lived
    now. By day I was Constance and by night I was Hexis. The sun disappeared behind the massive building and it was time for the killing to begin.

    I stood there waiting for them to show their faces.Waiting in silence.The assassins were on their way.Hema Rose would not save me if I fell.I was on my own as I had been the past few months.I smiled as my ears zoned in on them.They were perfectly still.Trained well.But they were still as I was.They were still human.And their human hearts raced a thousand beats per minute.I could not help but smile.This was always the unaviodable mistake for trying to kill me.They always thought the element of suprise was on their side.One man shot at me.I swiftly turned and caught the bullet between my index finger and my thumb."My covers blown",I grinned mockingly at them.Daring them to come closer.They did.No chasing was good on my part.I hated to waste the
    energy.A tall one grabbed at my hair and held a lock in his hand.I stifled a yell and kicked him in between the legs.He grumbled and fell over.I laughed, having fun."Oh Ko bore marin dian cortile iv es bre an tee, Ms.Hexis?",A short skinny one asked.She had long black hair and silver colored eyes.In english it would be."You are the Hema Rose defender right.What is it...Ms.Hexis".An icey
    cold shiver ran down my spine."I yu bondair goos'n bree in Izuix Language?",I asked in a little over shocked voice.Translated that would be."You speak the ancient Izuix Language?".Her head shook up and down in excitment."Yee ib ee ola noi.Iz ajdec I klo ig!",she quickly responded.("yes, its all i know.Im glad you know it." wink I nodded and nervously glanced at the others.Who were all
    huddled together behind her."Is ijus mi keymee moto iyana Bor ti ti?,"I inquiered.(Will you tell them to relax?" wink The girl sighed and turned to them.I looked off in the other direction as she did as I asked.