• "What's wrong?" I asked pulling myself closer to him. He rejected my attempts to hug him and replied, "Nothing". I could tell he was angry I just didn't know if it was because of me. We lay there in the dark not saying a word for what seemed like forever. "Did I do something?" I whispered. "No, I..I just don't know ok." He wouldn't accept my hugs or kisses, so I sat up on the bed and just stayed there, still, in the darkness. He sighed, knowing he hurt me. "Common, come here." He said as he pulled on my arm. I protested and remained still. "Come on, just come here." He pulled me down next to him and kissed me. "I love you Josh. I just want to make you happy." Tears were in my eyes now. "I know. It's not you, I love you." He whispered back to me. He kissed me deeply and rolled on top of me. "I want this, always. Just you and me, like this." He whispered into my ear. He kissed down my neck and back up to my lips. We made love. For the first time in a long time we connected like we used to.