• "shelly i dont think the exams are going to be that hard..."
    Shelly is my best friend, and out of nowhere she stops our conversation and tells me to look over to my left
    so i do
    and i see myles...his beautiful brown eyes..and his straight brown hair, im in love with him and we've known eachother since kindergarden, and he loves me too...but he thinks of me as a little sister...so the love is mutual.
    When i think about how i want to spend the rest of my life with this person, i lose my mind, my stomach twists and turns inside my body.
    i feel a huge hole in my gut,
    But i look back at shelly and say "so what, its only myles..." she glances above my head with a divious smile on her face, and all of a sudden i feel a big thud on my shoulder
    i look over and try not to move
    and myles was sitting next to me with his head on my shoulder...
    and all i could manage to say was "uhh..."
    but since shelly was able to move and talk she got up and said "umm...i'll be right back, im gonna go get a soda..."
    she glances at Myles and then back at me...
    i glance over at myles
    and he looks back at me with those beautiful eyes and says "do you think this is akward"
    and i couldn't help but notice that theres something different about him today
    when he looked into my eyes, he almost seemed, sad, and alone.
    But i just look at him and say "not really, i mean, im use to having you do tht...but.."
    and he says " buuut...?"
    "nevermind myles its nothing"
    "tell me clair"
    "uhh..yeah...id rather not"
    and just like that ,i think i see him smile, and he gets up to walk away
    By the time shelly gets back, my stomach did a complete flip and i told her that i wanted to lay down

    i walk into my room, and flop onto the ground in front of the door..my head in my lap i begin to cry.
    why did Myles look so sad?
    he's one of the most popular guys in the whole school, he should be so happy but he looks so lonely...then i feel a thud on my back, someone is trying to open the door
    "clair, may i come in?" its myles!
    "uhh...yes of course, what do you need?"
    "i just wanted to see you"
    "oh yeah? what for?"
    "do i need a reason?"
    "ahh! no but...i umm..."
    and outta no where myles reaches his arms up and puts them around me...he's holding me so tightly i feel his heart beating, i feel him breathing at a steady beat
    "clair...."
    im red hot in the cheeks...i dont know what to do
    then i feel that im being lifted off the ground...he's picking me up!!
    and then FLOP onto the couch in my room...
    "myles...?"
    im laying down on the couch and he's sitting beside me, staring in to my eyes...i want to look away but i cant...his eyes are so beautiful, so mezmorizing...the pain in my stomach is back, but it's worse than before.
    he leans in close to my neck and then lays his head on my chest
    "clair...just let me stay like this for a little bit..."
    its terribly cold inside my room...but with this person i feel so warm
    i manage to say "yes, of course"
    i put my hands gentaly on his head to let him know that i dont mind, in fact i want him to be here, with me. I love this person, i love him so much.
    then he pulls away grabbing his head...did i do something??
    he screams "AAAGH!!"
    "myles...MYLES whats wrong?!"
    "ge...GET AWAY FROM ME!"
    "no i wont!"
    he cant even stand up right, and his hands are covering his head...his body is shaking uncontrolably.
    What happened? it turned from a dream come true to a nightmare. Granted nothing was happening to me, but i could tell Myles was in pain.
    he screams one more time " get away from me!!"
    i scream back at him " no i told you im not leaving! "
    he grabs my arms with all of his strength and as i look into his eyes...they change...from a dark brown, to a bright red...the color of blood...the eyes that thirst for blood...
    "myles..."
    im terrified...Myles...my best friend...the guy im in love with...he's a vampire!
    he's struggling, he's trying to resitst..he pulls me in close to him, then pushes away, and one more time he pulls in, i feel a his tounge...he's licking my throat, then there's a terrible, sharp pain on the inside of my neck...blood is spilt onto the floor...but whos blood...my neck...it burns...
    everything is blurry, what just happened...everything is dyed blood red and it wont return to normal...i look outside, it's snowing...but the snow...it's red
    pain
    fear
    and then everything goes dark

    "clair...clair please wake up!"
    "wha....what? myles?? "
    "shh...take it easy..."
    "what happened...myl..."
    his mouth....his shirt...the floor...soaked with blood, MY blood...
    i sit up and put my hand to my neck...i pull my hand back...and its covered with blood
    "clair...forgive me"
    "myles...what...how...?"
    "im sorry i couldn't control myself any longer..."
    he turns to leave but i catch him by his sleeve...i cant let this person go
    whatever is going on i still love him! nothing can change that
    and at this point im sitting on the floor crying
    "why....why would you try to leave me, especially when im like this!"
    "clair..."
    "why do you always look so sad!!"
    he just looks at me...a hard cold stare...it gives me the chills
    im crying incredibly hard on the floor, but the pain in me neck has gone away, and i can barely feel it...
    then i feel him hold me tightly...he was so warm, now he's cold and stained with blood...
    "im never alone when clair is with me..."
    "but myles..."
    he puts his hand to my face...and he slowly leans in, closer, and closer, and closer until our lips are just about to touch when he pulls away
    "i should go clair, and you should wash up..."
    "NO! you wont leave me!"
    i jump up from the floor and tackle him to the ground...
    suddenly...a pulse, from deep inside of me...an awakening
    my entire body is in pain...i bite my lip to keep from exploding from all of the confusion, pain, and emotion...then my lip starts to bleed. I didn't bite my lip that hard, it shouldn't be bleeding.
    im burning, throat, body, im thirsty...
    "myles...i..."
    "yeah, i know...and i know what you need"
    i cling to his shirt, we're laying on the ground now...and i slowly make my way to his neck...what am i doing?!
    why...why did this have to happen?! First we were happy on the couch and now im about to...
    but i want to
    im so thirsty
    and i only want this person...and slowly my teeth sink into his neck
    i dont know what it is about this person that makes me want to do anything for him...but all of this, going on at the same time...im happy, im terrified...it all gets mixed up and now...im drinking the blood of this person...i feel tears run down my face, im crying, but i dont know why. But im perfectly happy with this person, and i should know by now what i've become...so why do i shed these tears...
    "clair...dont cry..."
    how did he know i was crying? did my tears leak onto him?
    "really clair...i have been waiting for this moment to come....dont cry"
    he gentaly puts his hands on my back...and i grab him tightly...but then i realize what im doing
    he's been waiting for this moment?
    has he always been a vampire?
    does he love...no...i shouldn't think of these things...but still
    i pull away from his neck...my mouth dripping with blood...
    my face covered in tears...
    he wipes my cheek, and says "i dont have to say it out loud, do i?"
    "myles...."
    "i love you..."
    he loves me?! really and truely?!
    im staring in this persons eyes...and im overwhelmed with the emotion going in through this room...
    im so scared of what is going to happen after this though, will i become a blood thirsty monster? no, i can't myles, he seems so calm, so relaxed and im sure he would tell what i can and cannot do, especially since HE'S the one who did this to me...but im not complaining...iv'e always wanted to become some kind of mystical creature deep down inside.

    i put my head on his chest, and he hold me for a few minutes...but then i jump up and land on the floor, my i look into the mirror and i see my reflection, but my eyes, they're bright red...
    i cover my face, and terrified, im shaking uncontrolably, and then i see Myles in the mirror, he holds me from behind and puts his head on my shoulder,

    he holds me in his arms...and he softly rubs my head
    "i love you clair...and i always have..."
    im speachless, i cant say or do anything...
    he puts his hand on my face, and one on my back and then he leans in again, and this time he doesnt pull away, our lips gentaly touch
    my first kiss, and it's with the guy im in love with!
    my heart is about to explode...
    i wrap my arms around him...
    he pulls away and looks into my eyes...if anyone were looking, and no one was, you could see our red eyes staring at eachother
    he asks me "what am i to you"
    i throw my arms around him...and i softly put my hand on his head, tangling my fingers with his long brown hair, i whisper in his ear

    "your everything to me,"
    he leans forward our foreheads are against eachother, and he stares into my eyes...
    he kisses my one more time before getting up, i get up with him...
    he takes hold of my hand and leads me out of the room, the building, and completely off of campus.
    he covers my eyes and when he removes his hand im looking over the whole city
    the bright lights, the sound of cars driving by...
    i look at him, and he looks at me
    "i know that you were thinking, about if i had always been a vampire or not.."
    i manage to shake my head yes...
    "yes clair, i have always been a vampire, ever since kindergarden, and even before"
    i can't believe he has never told me this, "Why Myles, why did you decide to turn me into a vampire...why me..."
    "i did not turn you into a vampire, you have always been one..."
    what?! now im really truely terrified, how can i already be a vampire?!
    thats impossible! you would think that i would remember!
    "clair, let me explain, the vampire in you was put to sleep, your fangs shrank to normal teeth, and all of your instincts have been under an enchantment..."
    "but why myles?! who would...myles...it was you...i remember..."
    yeah, i remember, it was dark, and it was pooring rain, there was a scary atmosphere approaching, myles, we were destined to meet, and when we did he knew that i would be in great danger, if my vampire side remained awake, so he put me under and enchantment to keep me from being devouered by the approaching vampire. The othe Vampire WAS a blood thirsty maniac, controlled by the overwhelming obsesion to become more powerful, i was a pureblood vampire. One of the rarest vampire of them all
    Myles was a pureblood as well, and that's why we were destined to meet. but he knew about the other vampire, and the other vampire knew about me. He wanted to drink my blood, so he would become more powerful, but as a human, he couldn't do this...
    i remembered..
    "myles...you..."
    myles bites into his wrist sucking up some blood, then he kisses me, the blood, his blood, again flowing into my mouth, down my throat, its over
    he looks at me
    "clair...will you stay by me...forever.."
    "of course myles..."
    im blushing and we both know it
    a faint smile comes over my face
    "cause i love you to...myles"