• The Beging Before the Beging
    To start off my childhood is fuc*ed
    up.I'm writing this to help me get over
    all of the fuc*ed up things that had happened
    to me.I never thought I would sink this low.Or
    still be alive to write someing like this.
    Because there was a time when I truely wanted
    to end it.I didn't though in case you can't tell.But
    there is a part of me that is dead inside.I didn't
    end it for 2 reasons and 2 reasons alone.1.I can't
    handel pain to well.Unless it's emotional pain.2.I
    can't give up to easily.To me killing myself was never
    an option.Just a thought that croses my mind to often.
    Now to wrap this first part up.I named it The Beging
    Before the Beging because I don't like the word Polouge.
    I think people use it to much and I wanted to be different.