• As the warm spring began to come, and winter began to fade i realized how lonely it is. How lonely it is to sit inside a house all by yourself with just a dog named dakota and fish bowl filled to the rim with water and rocks but with no living gold fish inside it. I am not married, i don't have kids, and i don't have a boyfriend, let alone i don't have many friends at all. I live basically in the middle of know where on a huge field of grass and the closest neighbors i have are 20 miles away. As i realize today, i am lonely. I wish that i lived in a big city, where there is a bunch of people, but for some reason i cant get myself to pack up and move. Although this place makes me feel more lonely than i already do, i love it. if i moved i would feel that there would be a piece of me missing.