• You never know what's going to happen....
    One day your doing this, another day your doing that... Life is unexpected. No matter how much you tell your self your not gonna do this or your going to do that, things can still go out of your plans. It's like saying I'm always going to be a good kid or I'm gonna stay in school or
    I'm gonna always go to church... I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that...
    I just can't hear it from myself anymore.... I can't take the pressure of always making a promise to someone or myself and end up breaking it. Damn it, am I even myself anymore?
    Promises are never intended to be broken, then again from my point of view promises are just words. I promise to myself that I would never be this sick or stoop to this level... But I did.
    I was careless of my thoughts and I just couldn't control myself... I couldn't stop it....
    I just stabbed and stabbed like she was nothing, like I was disgusted to the point of uncontrollable discomfort. I couldn't take it anymore. But all the blood seeping from her veins couldn't help me, it didn't help anyone. I only had regret and hatred for myself. I am alone.