• I stand pearing into the dark waters
    as the dead twisted willow branches shroud me
    i stand for quite some time just pearing into the midnight blue lake
    rembering you ,rembering how wed sit at this lake side for hours
    declaring our darkest emotions
    i rember the day you told me to meet you here it was midnight i came to you
    we layed there together ,you holding me in your arms
    it was like i was part of you like our souls became as one
    a feeling of such lust over came me
    as i am sure it did you
    we both ripped off our cloths in a fit of passion
    i trace my finger over your chest feeling every bump every curve of your body
    sheer heaven
    i didnt want it to end
    i was so happy
    before we knew it we were intangled
    joined in love our bodys were stuck together stuck in a passionate artistic way
    i snuggled into you as we lite a ciggaret to celebrate the love we made ,
    we both decided to take a dip into our most beloved lake
    all was well we laughed and splashed held eachother tight and kissed
    i never wanted this night to end oh how i love you oh
    how we declared wed be together forever
    we cut our hand and pressed them together
    feeling your blood mix with mine i knew we would be together forever
    my heart pounded at the sight of the blade
    i let out a low cry as you cut into my hand
    but it was nothing because i knew this is ever lasting love
    we had a walk into the near by woods
    and found a old derilict building
    we pushed open the doors hearts thrilled with exsitment and fear
    of what might be in there oh its beautiful
    i said sixteenth centry howd you no i love that period
    i no you he says laughing.we took the dusty old sheets of
    the old funiture it looked new exsept for all the dust and old candle lay near
    i went over to it and lite it we sat in the middle of the floor admireing all the artistic funiture
    the artistic achitecture . we crept up the stairs to look into the ancient rooms.
    they were so beautiful we lay on the old sixteenth centery four poster bed we lay there just talking
    before we knew it we were both asleep resting our weary eyes it had been a long night
    for both of us .i dont no when it happened what time it was when it happened
    but i smelt a burning smell i awoke with a start to find the upstairs was on fire i tryed to awake
    my beloved but he wouldnt wake
    i had to do something i dragged him down the half on fire stair case
    by the time i managed to pull him down the reception room was a blaze flame flikered all around us
    conciling us to our fate
    i chucked a heavy objected at one of the windows used the old table
    to climb up on i pulled my lover onto the table and
    managed to i pull him out of the window i lay him onto the cold ground tryed to resusate him
    hed already gone i pulled him futer away from the house to a safe distance layed his head on my lap
    i stroked his long black waist long hair my heart felt like it had been ripped out of my chest thrown to the ground
    repeatedly stamped on burnt to ashes .i lay next to him head on his chest and weeped as i lay watching
    the house burn to ashes i now come here every day stand on the ege looking into the midnight blue lake and see his face smiling back at me
    every year on the twenty first of may i lay flowers on this place where the house took your life
    my love my angle i miss you i love you still why did it have to happen to you why couldnt the fire have taken me with you.