• life has its ups ,and its downs .....life has destroyed my heart.unknowingly ripping away my childhood , constantly hiding from my family weather its my evil brother gage or my step dad with his retarded puns and phrases. i wish i could find a reality where i have a nice familty and a girlfriend that doesn't dump me when life seems it cant get worse my parents pull me out of school in hiding of being sued by the school for to many absences , life for me only seems to go down and down