• They say you don't have to be smart to be loved,
    You don't have to have feelings,
    Apparently, you just have to do what they say.


    You have to keep quiet,
    You can't say a word,
    And best of all, you're never supposed to cry, when you get hurt.



    You can't be pretty,
    You're not supposed to be cute,
    Absolute perfection is in order, and if you don't have it,
    oh boy, are you gonna get it...


    You don't belong if you don't believe.
    And you'll never be accepted unless you hold a cross to your throat.


    I'm not perfect,
    I'm not beautiful, not at all
    but I was the last thought in his head,

    The letter told me so, as she read it over the phone,


    I just wonder why he left me in this world so cold.


    All these challenges I'll have to face on my own now that no one is here to help me.
    I dream and scream cause I have a feeling that the noose that took him away is coming for me...



    I don't belong in a world I hate,
    I shouldn't be in a world that hates me,

    I don't want to go to a heaven where there's a God that's only ignored me,
    I shouldn't be in a Hell if that God loves me, living or dead,



    Just shut up,
    all of you, shut the f**k up,

    I'm tired of your senseless bitching about how you don't have everything you want,
    Wait until you don't have everything you need.

    Loving family,
    Loyal friends,
    Someone who cares,
    Someone who understands,


    Stop telling me you can relate when you don't know the pain.
    Take your sympathy and go the f**k away.

    If you're going to do anything for me, just leave me the hell alone,

    As I lash out and destroy this world attached to my soul,
    The only way to escape the pain is to drink until I drown


    Self pity isn't the way out I know,
    But I don't want someone to be my blanket in this world so cold,

    Cause a blanket fades, it tears, it gets dirty over and over again,
    Someone takes it away, or it just rips away from you on a whim.

    Frostbites are going to haunt me,
    This I know,
    Cause it's snowing outside, and I'm all alone,

    In a world, so cold.