• What is my purpose here for life?
    what am I to give towards the ******** up world?
    cause all I feel is the pain of others
    shadow me with their hurt that I have caused them...

    Everyday I wish I could take out my heart and torture that
    I give to others each and everyday I have made my friends cry
    made my family wish to have never given birth to me. Am I created
    to destroy the wishes and emotions of others? I cover myself by being
    the most happiest person their is but I hide who I am. I am evil and wretched
    tearing out the thoughts of people who think I really am and replacing it
    with a new me...

    I feel like I feed on peoples emotions just making them worse would satisfy
    my disturbing mind. And one day hope that others would feed off all the hurt and
    break me down until I kill myself shattering me....