• I feel its embrace once more clutching at my mind as if overriding and dissolving my thoughts
    for a moment I allow it.
    chocking away at my being.
    The sweet melody of the end.

    Then I push violently forcing my lungs to feel the pain .
    The pain envocks life back into my body ; this pain lets me know what I would lose...
    once the air has finally been felt as breaths again
    It's clutch on my mind slowly retracts the darkness lifts
    yet it never quite fads... with the upmost patients, it waits once more.
    tucked away always there welcoming me back waiting for another chance to take me.