• I'm lusting after the all too dark and familiar pain again.
    Venturing deeper and more dangerously into vulnerability.

    This isn't healthy
    Turning back must be my only option,
    Yet, I continue to ignore the signs.

    Cannot trust my mind to my soul
    Scream in vain before it can take control.

    The sense of peace
    my only hope...
    Ive chased it off
    Believing its only a mere hoax.

    Must be blind
    For, this is not right.

    Whats right is true
    but always ready
    never fails
    causing me to fight.

    Ignore the simple reaction
    Release the usual assumption.

    The lives of the wicked...
    Pure beauty.

    Ready to breathe in stale love.

    Hush love.
    Cry harder.
    Think clearer.
    Jump farther.

    Once you look back.
    You have lost all gained vengeance.

    Shame to waste
    such
    a
    lovely... thing.

    Anger can be good.
    You can use it.
    Or pull its existence to an end.

    Then it will cease

    To
    Exist.