• bitterness builds within me.
    and it begins to eat my soul
    silently, evil slips into my mind
    emotions runs wild, and free
    rage, anger and vengeance surfaces
    the pure soul instantly tenses and blackens
    my conscience drifts away ...

    a beast,
    no monster,
    no even worse ...
    a devil is born.

    it takes over my body, mind, and soul
    bringing disaster to my life
    memories, freewill, and happiness disintegrates
    with no will to fight back ...
    i fall into a deep slumber,
    isolated from reality ...
    losing myself ...

    in pure darkness ...

    lonely and disgusted.