• memories come to view like a filmstrip.
    i nor anyone know exactly why.
    its like i'm watching a video
    through someone else's eyes.
    one comes when another goes.
    everything from my childhood
    is a big story, one day to become mine.
    i'll just wait for this time.
    and maybe it will come into first person again.
    on this filmstrip, the pictures are faded.
    as if it was from the twenties.
    it messes up and starts over again.
    what's wrong with my head?
    is it just a big video recorder?