• _~*My Reason*~_


    The things I do, the things I said long ago, so deep, with passion I never knew that was inside me. All the things I wrote you in class, where just things that was pouring form my soul that I wanted you to know. I have spoken to you before about my past, all those years alone without someone to love me, you told me they were all fools for not loving someone so great, I felt so special when by your side. I was a dark, insensitive person, cold, lonely, dark, and anit-social, I was all until you came along, and caught my eye. I fell in love at first sight, you took my feet form under me, you made my heart race a thousand miles when you spoke to me and got close. I fell so deeply in love, though I figured you didn't love me, but inside you liked me also, how couldv'e I missed that at first sight? But time had passed and I wanted to tell you so badly how I felt, and I spoke, tears in my eyes and my heart throbbing expecting the worst. But your eyes turned warm and your arms opened as you said, "I love you too..." My heart took flight, and I was head over heels. All the time we were togeather, was so special, so great, so...grand...
    I thought I couldn't be any happier, until one day, I heard the words, "'I am going away for a while..." My eyes widened, filling themselves with tears of hidden sorrow from the past, I thought my world was happy...until the day I saw your car go down the road to another state or two...
    "Goodbye my love..." Was all I said as your car turned the corner.
    Your words still echo through my head, "I will come back for you...I love you forever, I promise you with all my heart."
    They echo and make my heart ache so bad, knowing I won't be able to have you in my arms anymore for a long time, but I will grant you one thing, I will have my arms wide open waiting for you to come and hug me back in the sweetest embrace. Why? My reason is....
    Baby...I love you...
    xXxMika MiyamotoxXx