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    Forever...


    Even though we are separated,
    I will not let you go...
    My love for you will not fade away...
    Instead i will be forever searching...
    For a way to have you in my life again....
    And i won't give up untill you are with me again,
    Hand in hand...
    Forever & always....


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    Someone in the Window


    There is a girl living in an old enchanted house.

    She wears a long black flowing dress

    I see her standing mysteriously by the window.

    She is all alone; no one could love her less.



    A few years back I visited the large enchanted house.

    inside its rooms, I felt quite mellow.

    But years have past since those festive days

    and now the walls are faded yellow.



    The hallways are dark and bleak.

    Now the once sparkling mirrors stand murky and cracked.

    The curtains have been forever closed,

    the old grand piano now dull and blacked.



    Cold air moves throughout the different rooms

    She spends her time in the old enchanted house walking around.

    The dust is never disturbed for it covers up old and painful memories

    The one time I saw her all those years ago her expression was always confound.



    The house gets no sunlight,

    so the chandeliers never shine.

    She never meets the outside world nor the outside world meets her.

    For she is a ghost cursed to walk in the house until the end of time.



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    i was bord....
    so i just sat in the corridor
    and wrote random things down
    and then brought them together into this... =]

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    Broken into Pieces


    I just want you to know who I am and accept me

    Everything I do for you all seems like a useless attempt

    I’m breaking little by little

    But you don’t even notice it

    It seems your goal, your revenge has blinded you

    You can’t even see my love for you, or the fact that I would give my life for you

    All the bonds we had, all the happiness and memories,

    You broke them all the day you left

    In your eyes, nothing can be compared to your goal

    …not even my heart that you left shattered in pieces



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    Forever and Always??


    I loved you with all my heart,

    Even when we were apart.

    I’d talk to you whenever I could,

    I’d do anything for you, you know I would.

    But now you seem so far away,

    And I miss you, I just have to say…

    The last time I saw you,

    You made me smile, yes it’s true.

    But now my smile is gone,

    And my heart is torn.

    What am I to you?

    And do you love me too?

    Why am I saying this, you’ll probably say,

    I read the comments to my dismay.

    I don’t know what to say or do,

    But cry and write this to you…


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    Why??


    Why?

    It’s just one word,

    All I want is to be heard.

    The comment you deleted,

    All because you cheated.

    You are a manwhore,

    And my heart tore.

    You won’t talk to me,

    Our relationship over… it wasn’t meant to be.

    I stood by you through everything,

    AFI songs I’d hear you sing.

    I don’t understand, please tell me why,

    Give me another reason to cry.

    My heart is broken and it’s sad to say,

    That our relationship will never be the same as yesterday.


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    Please


    I called you,

    And hoped that it wasn’t true.

    I cried on the phone yesterday,

    I wanted you to stay.

    Please don’t die,

    Please say that it was a lie.

    You mean the world to me,

    A place in my heart you will always be.

    Though things haven’t worked out,

    We could get beck together, there is no doubt.

    You say your sorry and not worth it,

    When you say it, my heart breaks, bit by bit.

    Shaking and crying,

    I don’t want you dying.

    Promise me please,

    So then me and my heart will be at ease…


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    I Hate This...


    I hate this,

    Coz it’s you I miss.

    You’re stuck in my head,

    Along with all the things you said.

    The way you said I’m sorry,

    Made me start to worry.

    I want to be with you,

    But I don’t want to be with you too.

    You hate that you promised that to me,

    But if you didn’t I wouldn’t have let you be.

    I still love you,

    And I don’t know what to do.

    Things aren’t the same anymore,

    Can we ever go back to what we had before…


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    I Miss You...


    I miss you...
    when you're not here.
    It makes me sad...
    when you're not near.

    I think about you...
    day and night.
    My mind is plagued...
    by your wondrous sight.

    Why must I feel...
    this way?
    I'm not use to these feelings...
    everyday.

    How I wish...
    we could be together.
    It would be amazing...
    forever and ever.

    I want you to know...
    how important you are.
    How much you mean...
    to me and my heart.

    The feelings I feel...
    are so right and true.
    Because I've finally realized...
    I'm completely in love with you.


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    I am...


    i am alone
    i am the screaming voice in a heavy metal song
    i am the girl whom you pass in the hallways

    i am all i see
    clouds passing over the moon
    bright blood red roses,
    wilting in the sun

    i am all i hear
    'you can do better than this'
    'im not happy with your attitude'
    'i love you'
    'you sing the words but you dont know what it means'
    loud music blaring through speakers
    the twang of a snapping guitar string

    i am all i feel and taste
    the coldness of the night
    smooth black ribbons
    the sweetness of chocolate
    and the bitterness of coffee

    i am all i remember
    my dad teaching me how to fish when i was 3
    family gatherings every week
    the first time i met greg
    arguments with my mum....

    i am all that i am...

    i am me...


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    I can't...


    I can’t believe I trusted you,

    I even loved you too.

    I can’t believe you did that to me,

    My heart the lock, I gave you the key.

    What were you thinking that day,

    I don’t even know what to say.

    I wanted to try and go back to what we had before,

    But now I’m not so sure.

    You’re still stuck in my head,

    But I don’t think I can go ahead.

    Yours my heart will always be,

    You’re the only one with the key.

    But I don’t think I can trust you again,

    First you just cheat on me and then…

    Now I know what you did,

    I couldn’t believe it and my heart hid.

    My tears are still falling,

    And my heart is calling.

    Crying out for someone, something,

    Something I am now missing.


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    I wish...


    i wish i never replied back to u in that convo aaron started....

    i wish i never fell in love with you...

    i wish i could move on just as fast as u have....

    i wish i could erase you from my mind and memory....

    i wish i could stop crying....

    i wish i could go back and this time not believe your lies.....

    i wish i listened to my friends and family.. before i got hurt....

    i wish i....

    i wish could erase my scars....

    ....the ones that remind me of...

    .....how much you hurt me......


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    Why are you doing this to me??


    Why are you doing this to me?

    I’m not talking to him, so let me be.

    You have no right to do what you did,

    I’m not some little kid.

    I know your little games well,

    And you make my life a living hell.

    You sit and wonder why I’m depressed and sad,

    You always think you never do anything wrong and that makes me mad.

    I really want to get out of here,

    When I leave I will only shed a tear.

    But for some reason I can’t walk out that door,

    Even knowing that staying hurts me more.

    Why are you doing this to me?

    Why can’t you just let me be?


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    I'm letting go...


    That’s it, my heart is too sore,

    I can’t take it anymore.

    You said that you loved me,

    But you’ve already moved on I can see.

    You never loved me,

    I knew we could never be.

    You are a stupid ******** attention-seeking manwhore,

    And I don’t want to love you anymore.

    I’m letting go,

    Sometimes I wish it wasn’t so.

    I will never think of you the same,

    My heart is broken and you are to blame.

    I will forget you,

    But I don’t want to forget you too.

    All the happy times, you made me feel so complete,

    But my heart you did mistreat.

    So I’m letting go,

    And all I want is for you to know.

    That I still care,

    And I will always be there.

    But only as a friend,

    Because you and I came to an end.

    It doesn’t seem that long ago,

    Anyway, that’s all I wanted you to know.


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    Friends


    Another year over, done and gone,

    Many hearts, hopes and dreams were torn.

    But through all the bad times this year,

    My friends were always there for me, and that is very clear.

    After all the arguments with my family,

    They were there to cheer me up.

    Throughout the phone call to greg (aka.manwhore),

    They let me know that they were right there…

    Holding my hand for support.

    Letting me know that I wouldn’t have to do that on my own.

    Throughout the weeks and months later,

    They were there to help me through...

    So I’m writing this to all of you…

    You know who you are,

    And without any of you, I wouldn’t have made it this far.

    All of you are friends that are true,

    So to all of you…

    Here’s a massive…

    THANK YOU!!! <3


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    Ruined Everything...


    Have you ever felt like you’ve ruined everything...

    That you made a mistake... that you can never take back..

    That finally someone comes back into your life…

    And you ruined everything all because you have to get a few things out…

    Because you’ve had them bottled up inside far too long..

    And you can’t hold them in anymore…

    And then you feel good about not having it bottled up inside…

    But then you get hit with regret and sadness…

    Wishing that you could turn back time and just not say anything…

    And continue to keep things inside…

    Even though it’s hard…

    You do it anyway…

    Just to be able to talk to that person…

    But you know that you can’t turn back time….

    And you now know that all chances of you and that someone ever being friends…

    Is gone…

    You then constantly think about it…

    And think about how much of an idiot you were…

    And the only thing that you can do…

    Is cry…

    Cry because this time…

    It was your fault they’re gone…

    Cry because you let your emotions control your decisions…

    Cry because everyone around you is slowly disappearing…

    And cry because you’ve ruined everything....