• What I hate about me
    Is my insincerity
    How I hold everything inside
    And lie to keep things 'straight'
    How I don't say how I feel
    To protect everyone I care for
    And in order to do this
    How I hurt myself so

    What I hate about me
    Is my lack of confidence
    How I hold myself back
    And don't reach for my potential
    And criticize myself for not
    Trying my best
    How I avoid every situation that
    I think I cannot handle

    What I hate about me
    Is the anger I feel inside
    How I envy everyone
    And wish for pain in their lives
    And how that hate boils over
    And I lash out at everyone
    How I hurt everyone
    Because I have no control

    What I hate about me
    Is my overwhelming grief
    How I feel there is no hope
    For me anymore
    And how I dig myself deeper
    Into this hole of self-pity
    Wishing every moment
    That I'll finish my grave

    What I hate about me
    Is my lack of change
    How I can't help but
    Stay the way I am
    How I can't help myself
    Climb out of this hole
    And try to move on from here
    And find something worth living for