• So this is what I get for believing you
    all the deceiving you did, so untrue
    You lie to my face, said I was above the rest
    But the next girl your with, you'll tell her she's the best

    You lied to me, but what should I expect
    I shouldn't have expected you to redirect
    Your life is yours, though the games you play
    You broke my heart and care nothing for what I say

    I sit silently alone in the darkness of my room
    Never knowing But then I assume
    It ended so quickly without a cause,
    without a reason, was it because my flaws

    You never gave me a real chance
    You wont look back to glance
    Look at the person you hurt most
    You don't care you only boast

    I put my heart mind and soul into you
    But all you thought this was a game for two
    I truly fell in love though some say it wrong
    I didn't listen, and regretted it before long

    Why did you play with my heart like so
    I am so lost you will never really know
    But I guess it was all my fault really
    I fell in love with a boy, who could be more silly

    Why did I let you in, taking over me
    You slowly stole my heart, though we'd never be
    I try to hide from the world all my pain
    But its slowly driving me insane

    What am I to do without my heart
    Where to go now, where do I start
    I cant live without you by my side
    I feel as if I want to run and hide

    Take that smile off of your face
    From those that care, you have no grace
    They hate you and say mean things
    But when they do, tears to my eyes it brings

    I cant change how or what I may feel
    But this much I know is true, it was always real
    You made me so happy that day
    when you asked me to finally stay

    I told you with all sincerity that I would
    But you said its over, so I never could
    I hide my face from the world at large
    Because you took my heart, you took charge

    They wont see me crying if I'm all alone
    My tears can never again be shown
    I fear that they may call me weak
    They get tired when they hear me speak

    Though I don't care what they say
    I will always love you anyway
    There is nothing more I can do
    Than mourn the loss of my heart to you

    I wish it would have ended another way
    But you never cared in the way you say
    So please forgive me of my loving heart
    But I cannot go on to make a new start

    You stole from me what was mine
    I didn't need to sign on the dotted line
    You took it from me without my permission
    Asking me to bow in submission

    Unfortunately I loved you so
    And this much you have to know
    Though you say its over and done
    I cant give up on my only one

    I wish that we could be
    together as one for eternity
    But obviously it wont occur
    Cause that's just the way you were

    I will always love you no matter what I say
    I will hide the pain and act as in a play
    Suppression is what I know best
    And so I wound up just like the rest