• In my life, you're the one thing i fear
    And before you die, this you must hear
    Everyday we were out to play
    We'd laugh and joke, and together we'd stay
    Even Saturdays we'd go to the mall
    Our great rapport was never to fall
    We had our favorite restaurants and we loved to eat
    In our famous footrace, I was never to be beat
    We'd get in your truck and drive off to town
    I was so happy, my face was never a frown
    And as years pass by, your pecan trees grew higher
    And our relationship bond grew tighter and tighter
    Something felt wrong and i hoped it wouldn't happen
    But it did and i face it each day of my life
    I got to be strong..I've got to put down the knife
    What you did was so wrong..and disgusting might i say
    You'll never understand how i felt that day
    When people walk by and start to wonder
    I feel like the rain in a dark cold thunder
    I'm slowly coming down from this misery i'm in
    I'm taking back what you have given because i'm giving in
    I can go to psychiatrists and spill out my thoughts
    They can prescribe me pills and say that i've been taught
    They can look at me and say "it's okay, i understand"
    But they will never feel the fear of a,
    'grandfather's hand.'
    You don't look back on what was begun
    You're loosing yourself in who you've become
    Now you're gone to where you think it's safe
    Where no one knows about the pain that i face
    It's so sad that your neighbors have no clue
    All the people around you don't know the real you
    Well, congradulations for fooling the world
    But shame on you for hurting this girl
    Don't worry too much but a day will come
    When revenge will be given for the damage you have done
    For right now i'll sit in the back of your mind
    While you remember how i used to be kind
    And later on in your old pathetic life
    You'll see me and how badly you ruined mine
    You soon shall feel what i have felt for years
    My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears
    Now before you die, i hope you comprehend it
    They pain you left me now that it's ended
    I hope your new life is better than mine
    I'm sure you're going on like everything's fine
    And the day it hits you...What you didn't see before
    Will be that final day that i close that door
    No more.....