No air.

• Artist: akvamariin
• Description: Can you imajine not breathing air for 10 years? Having pain so intense when you see others take a breath? No. You havent and I hope you will now. Because that is a metaphore for how I have felt since I was three. And now you get to know al little of the dark side of me.
• Date: 04/24/2009
• Tags: saddened hate alone goth nothing

Tell me you love me,
Tell me you care,
Tell me bullshit,
Take away my air.
Kill me with lies,
Fill me with hate,
Dry the tears from my eyes,
And let them repaint.

No air for so long,
Whatching others breath,
In out, out in,
My heart brealks and snaps.
Ill push you away,
A little every damn day,
Till I am all alone,
the lonely earth to roam,
with no air at my side.

You don't get it,
Don't say you do,
Because none of this pain,
has ever EVER filled you.
I hate you so much,
Your supposedly my dad,
Your supposedly my mom,
Life shouldn't be this ******** bad.

Need so strong,
Jelousy so sad,
Alone with no air,
Pain is worse the dying by your hand.
Whatching the others,
I on the outside looking in,
Because none of them have been to the places I have been.
Half crazy, gone mad,
Alone, so lonely, and so very sad.
They have not sen the things I have seen,
Like the tears on my cheeks are not light blue,
But green.
Green with the envy inside of my head.
Green with the wish that you all would be dead.

Comments

[Deadlylight6]

wow....theres actually someone else that went thru deep pain such a young age like myself...im glad to have found this and learned of a related pain. i hope u are doing better. if so then i am quite happy for u. anything u want to talk about, im here ^^

[akvamariin]

Thank you.
Actually I am in a much better mood! Because my 'air' may be bought or rescued soon!

[PoeticWindstorm]

i feel so bad for u..........thats gotta suck........on the bright side...........ur sadness, anger, jealousy, and depression made for a spectacular poem.........i hope that means sumthin biggrin

[xXClickAndDieXx]

i loved your poem