• From the Heart

    Not much can be said from a man who speaks of love but has never truly experienced it. Luckily, I am not this man. My story is much more… What are the words? Dramatic, beautiful, crushing… This is how I would describe what I feel. Love is not an emotion, but more of a word that symbolizes a feeling we do not truly understand. But when we fall in love, we all feel that connection, all learning that we have the ability now to drop everything important in your life all for this one person, to put everything you hold true on the line. This is the way I felt about You. Yes, You. Here’s how it goes…

    That first day we met, I swear that when I looked into your eyes I saw something I had never seen before, something I couldn’t describe, something that I desperately wanted despite me not being able to act out on my feelings for some time.. But then again, you were taken, and I wasn’t trying to steal what wasn’t mine. For the next few months we’d talk and get to know each other, but you probably didn’t realize that I was developing strong feelings for you early on, like love at first sight as some might say. I know that this writing of mine may be somewhat pointless, but this is the only way you may understand what I feel though I long to tell you personally, to hold you and tell you just how important you are. When we were together, I felt like The Beast, desperately in love but too shy to do anything cause I felt hideous, I felt like a monstrosity… I don’t think you can understand that but if you do, know that I’ve went from being that Beast to becoming the Prince he was at heart, and I still think of you as my Belle, my one true love. You were the world to me, the reason I could wake up every morning and smile, knowing that I’d get to hug you, kiss you, feel you there even though my mind thought this was too good to be true and it all seemed fake, imaginary. The harsh reality was, it wasn’t fake, it was real, and due to me being oblivious to this fact, I lost you… It’s one of the things that I am truly crushing myself over… I hate the fact that I’ve lost you and feel as if I can never have you back. But I’m writing this in hopes that you will understand my love for you, and will understand that I mean it when I say things can change, things can be better if only you can give me that chance. But I guess the question at hand is, will you give me that chance?