• Its sufficatingly warm
    Under the blankets

    Alone in the dark

    You're eyes tightly such

    And you know you can't sleep

    You're throate is tight

    and You feel like you can't breathe

    Then it hits

    The Flood

    The memories

    Like long pictures draped infront

    Of your eyes

    and no matter how many times you try to blink

    Them away

    They just wont

    LEAVE

    Thats when you have to stay awake

    You have to do something

    You have to stay occupied

    But it's hard

    So very difficult

    So extremely painful

    Because you want to sleep

    But you know you can't

    Because he's there

    Waiting to take you back

    To when you use to hold hands

    or talk and make fun of each other

    He's wait with all the bitter sweet memories

    That you deny yourself

    Because you're scared to feel that way

    You just want to forget about it

    You want it to be non-existing

    So stay up late into the wee hours of the morning

    And then slowly fall into a sleep like state

    Even though when you wake an hour later

    You still dreamed about him....

    Its just so sufficating

    the Night.