• I loved him with all my heart and he tore it to pieces. I am dead inside without him. Everytime he speaks to me, he cant tell how broken I am behind my ocean blue eyes. My smile hides my pain. When he found out I had moved on, it shattered his heart. I had moved on to his friend. His friend was everything a girl could ask for and more. He was nice, sweet, romantic, and cute. He was the perfect man. Everyone could see it except me. I took his love for granted. It was over after a week. Nice. It took me a while to realize what the friend meant to me. I wanted him. I needed him. He had moved on to one of my friends. My friend wasn't the one for the boy and I knew it. She used him. After they broke up he asked me out again through romance. Everytime I see him my smile hides my pain. He may be the perfect man, but he's not the perfect man for me.