• I am apologizing for all I have done.
    Though I like it or not, My judgement day has come.
    I'm rude and disrepesctful, I insult, just because,
    I'm not a perfect person, I never said I was.
    I never think before I speak,
    I've always known that I am weak,
    I'm not that good at making nice,
    I tend to give the worst advice,
    I point out other peoples faults, not thinking of my own,
    I cover my insecurities, a side I've never shown,
    I scream and yell at certain times when I just want to cry,
    I never take responsibility, sometimes I don't even try,
    I thank my friends who deal with me, when they shouldn't even care,
    And times when I am real and true, are really very rare.
    I'm sorry to all the people in my life who really care,
    The way I act and treat them all, isn't at all fair,
    I have a habit of making everyone I like,
    into my worst enemies, EVERYONE I love,
    I'm sorry to my family who takes the second place,
    To all of the selfish littles games, that I like to play,

    And, think to myself, maybe sometimes I should just stop and think,
    Sometimes there are people that you just can't reach, no matter how you try,
    And you, if only you could fly away so high,
    I never show that I'm upset, I always act happy,
    Even though I know deep down , my life is really Crappy,

    Even though I get good grades, I'm really not that smart,
    I've always been a real b***h,Right back from the start,
    I close myself in a tight cocoon and let nobody in,
    Maybe if I opened up, a life I'll truly win,

    I've been told to "Get a life", Maybe thats what I need,
    Cause thats really it, I just exist, nowhere will this lead.