• I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know

    I can't help believing in you... the idea of beauty leaves me enslaved
    say you'll stay for tonight and I promise you this will be the last

    I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know
    at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know

    I stare blindly into my reflection
    a piece of me lost... I am terrified that I cannot breathe without you
    I am nothing in my eyes if not lost
    I can't see past your eyes, without them I would die
    Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains
    None can hold me

    I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know
    at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know

    in a room where I once told you everything, I am alone
    once beholden to nothing and no one
    how is it that I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secrets
    that I crave so wildly to understand?
    I must steel my heart to your warm gaze
    I'll claw out my eyes and see you no more
    its because of you I sometimes wish that I would die
    sometimes I wish I would die leaving you behind
    enraptured by my ignorance, I now deserve sympathy