• You finally love me
    this love story should end
    please
    this can't end up like romeo
    and juliet
    i can't tell the tale
    of are dying kiss
    it will be bliss
    but it will kill me
    you are coming back
    but not to stay
    i love you
    i always have
    since kindergarten
    its been nearly 500 days since ive seen, or heard from you
    i finally get the meassage
    your sorry for being mean
    you've always secretly loved me
    but now.....
    you live across the country
    how can this be
    your the reason i wish for death
    your the reason i live
    waiting for that one shot at bliss
    although you coming home for 3 months can save me
    it will kill me
    i stavre myself to pass out
    i stay up for days at a time just staring at your picture
    for my sleep is the only place we meet
    death is so peaceful
    reality isnt
    maybe being dead is the best for me
    when yo come back will it be enough to break the curse?
    can it fill my heart
    maybe your kiss can
    i want to live in a fairytale
    i want to die with you
    we've talked it over
    we will do anything to see eachother
    and it will happen
    you have to sneak out
    i do thank you for letting me finally say it
    im just imagining it
    3 in the morning
    you in my arms
    "sleep my darling natalie, don't worry i'll never leave you"
    but
    there can't be a happy ending
    there never is
    because you will have to go back again
    the pain will be worse
    the blood will be darker
    the cuts will be deeper
    ill die a little more
    i may not get to die with you
    but atleast i can die knowing you care