• i don't know what i am doing here anymore i faced the facts of living on this earth it is like hell as its living form. but every one has to go some time we cant live her for ever more. so you now have to face the facts that your living on this earth. but when your time comes it will be done so you should figure out what you don't know anymore. so when you figure out what you don't know you will face the gates of heaven or hell and your ticket is what you have figured out and if its good nor bad you will be happy or sad to were your new home will be. biggrin or crying