• our love is near the end
    as with my life
    my heart beats no more
    as i try to mumble out
    my last i love you
    your beautiful
    and angelic
    and so much more
    you were mine
    what has life become?
    am i really a monster?
    ill lay here even longer
    as my thoughts continue to ponder
    ill finally jump off my roof
    only to stand rite back up
    and walk amogst this
    s**t hole little town
    ive spent pretty much my whole life in
    its funny
    it seems to be more beautiful then ever
    i walk past your old house
    i run past the trail ive ran through
    so many times throughout my imagination
    i finally realize the infinate beauty that this has to behold
    as i approach the final stop
    where you were..
    my house.. my drive way..
    in front of me..
    a mistake
    i am yours to behold
    read my final poem as i see the beauty in all of it
    as my sould floats somewhere
    among the infinate plain of eternity i look at you and your family..
    and say what john wilmot or william control may have said...
    well? do you like me now?
    then closed my eyes to die..