• It’s the best feeling ever
    I feel I’m complete;
    The lights all around me,
    There is no defeat.

    I have everything I want,
    I’m on top of the world.
    But it doesn’t last long,
    Not long at all.

    It’s all ripped away,
    Joy is now despair,
    As my happiness leaves,
    Wonder becomes horror
    As I transform
    To a shell of the old me.

    Passion, once consuming fire
    Isn’t even a dull roar,
    Nothing comes to replace it;
    My heart is a dark, soundless void.

    No trumpets are sounding,
    Nothing goes carefree,
    In the darkness I hide
    No it consumes me.

    My heart is broken
    In more pieces than I can count;
    The life I now lead
    Lets me make these deep scars.

    The blood, it rushes
    Through my veins and out;
    The blood, it is comforting,
    It’s all I care about.