• When i
    walk into any place
    every one will stop
    and stare into my face
    -
    not my fault
    somthings wrooong with me
    not my fault
    iiiiiiim dieeeeing.
    -
    Stareing, every day
    in the mirrior of faith.
    will i get better
    Neeeeeeever
    -This cancers killing me
    its feeding inside of me!
    i hope that i would never think
    of my life ending....
    .
    .
    So i Scream!!!!!1
    into these walls
    that capture my voice
    and i cry!!!!!!!!!
    all night
    wondering when it ends
    my own life!!!!!!!!!!
    -
    so now you see
    every one thinks
    im a freak!

    so now i start to scream
    at
    everything!

    and i wonder again
    when is faith
    taking me!

    God damn society
    telling me
    there trying to fix it

    But when i think!

    So i Scream!!!!!
    into these walls
    that capture my voice
    and i cry!!!!!!!!!
    all night
    wondering when it ends
    my own life!!!!!!!!!!

    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

    Faith has touched me
    pulling me,
    suffering
    pain
    and now
    im bleeding
    inside of my mind
    everything...
    begins to fade
    so i look at my self
    and i wonder
    what i am
    im a useless piece of s**t!

    So i Scream!!!!!1
    into these walls
    that capture my voice
    and i cry!!!!!!!!!
    all night
    wondering when it ends
    my own life!!!!!!!!!!

    faith has pushed away...
    making everything...
    go away.....

    R.I.P
    Alex
    [my sister, died by breast cancer]