• i cant tell you how many times ive spoken my mind.
    and not one of you seems to care.
    well i cant go on.
    i have always tried to be kind.
    but this is just unfair.
    you dont see.
    even if i disappear, if im gone.
    would you care then?
    should i stop trying to help?
    i say im done but i end up trying again.
    and this is the worst i have ever felt.
    but i dont show it.
    it hides.
    and i will admit.
    i hide all of my emotions.
    until they slide.
    and doing so is killing.
    its poison.
    and all of what im feeling are unwilling.