• The evils of this world

    How do we keep it… how do we keep our sanity… when all that you have known is brought to the light and you feel like there is nothing more you can do… how do you keep from going… completely and utterly mad! You try and try to make since of things and hope that you can find some true since of life. You hope that you can find the truth and maybe your sanity… no your soul can be saved but… you are lost and don’t know what the truth is anymore… what if life… is just nothing but evil… what if life is… nothing more than… death and misery and the life you’ve been leading has been shown to you wrong… is there actually such a thing as absolute justice… is there actually a true path anymore… or is there just no more hope… am I able to truly become the man of my destiny or are we all destine to just be… devils of our own hearts… if life has a true meaning if there is a real path of blue… why can I only see the path covered in red… why… please someone tell me why… it hurts to much to think anymore. I grab my chest in pain and wonder if I’m going to make it. I wonder if my heart will keep beating if I stop breathing. I don’t know what’s right or what’s wrong I don’t know what the truth and what is a lie someone…. Someone… tell me… WHAT THE ******** IS GOING ON!!!