Boredom,the good way

some people it is just a time when you have nothing to do
but it's a time to relax,be one with yourself
hear nothing see nothing,just relax
i close my eyes as i time like this
i think,just think of what i am
or think about my family
i close my thoughts
they vanish
they get
smaller
and smaller
then very very big
thats when i'm not bored
but its when i'm one with myself and everything
not to be able to do something is my free time
it is my boredom
it is my great time of relaxing
of not thinking
but i know
i always think