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Wednesday:: I solved a troubling event regarding government issues and some thing about my income. Might ponder on taking legal action against what happened.
Thursday:: Barely logged on for 30 minutes here before finding out someone in my family was very sick.
Friday:: Wasn't able to log on at all. Some guy came over to try and fix our washing machine. He did "fix it", but did state I should consider purchasing a new washing machine soon. Uncle Javi came over and I pulled a prank on Ryuu (which was funny as hell) ... but also found out the person in my family passed away. Ate with Uncle, then stayed here on my room cursing not being able to talk to Jenn
Saturday:: After cleaning up some of my room, and talking to mom about the family member who passed away, she went visit her sisters. I logged on here for about 40 minutes before she was back saying she had fought her sisters and was upset about it. I did manage to talk to Ally, but only for about 30 minutes .__.;
Sunday:: Cleaning the backyard and my unused fishtank. Cleaned a few clothes, then went to shop for food. Got caught in a roadblock, so I waited for a long time. Logged on for about 10 minutes, and just as I was about to talk to Jenn, my cousin calls me up about some previous arrangement I had made to go to his mother's house to drill some curtain fixtures... all the while cursing myself for not even sending a message to Ally. Thought about calling her home, but it was 8 pm, my timezone, and wasn't sure if she was home, or on her way back to her dorm. Now I got on here to write down this and wonder why the hell didn't I make more of an effort to talk to Ally.
If I really do love her, shouldn't I push myself harder to do things for her? ... Or am I just being dramatic again? neutral
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Jenna understands how busy things can get, because things can get busy with her as well.
Everyone has their busy days and bumps in the road of life. Thats why we gotta apprecaite that we have people who understands when we are busy and are still there for us when we cannot seem to get outta those duties we'd rather throw away then do.
But you can't feel guilty about it, for the other person most likey doesn't and understands that what you gotta do, is what you gotta do.
Having them in your thoughts is probably worth more then you know, and you probably feel more warmth when you are in Jenna's.
So please don't feel guilty, we all must do what we need to do and are busy when crap comes up~
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