Will she speak of me to her friends?
Do I cross her mind from time to time?
Will she shed a tear when she thinks of how hurt I have been?
Is she going after an other poor sap whose heart she will break?
Did I mean anything at all to her?
Was what we had real?
Does she miss me at all?
Why didn't she return any of my messages?
Should I mourn the loss of all the time and energy I wasted on her?
Should I send her an angry letter telling her how hurt I am?
Should I even bother thinking of her?
I wonder if she's happy
I wonder if she's back with him
I wonder if she'll go back to being miserable
Does she deserve misery?
Am I heartless for almost wanting her to be miserable just so she'll remember me and wish she had treated me better?
And then the biggest question of them all:
If I saw her today and she fell to my feet and apologized would I take her back?
I don't have answers for any of these questions...
but in time...I'll learn to let them go unanswered...
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