Yeah, I'm still going on about him.
I can't help it, I like this guy, and I'm
just not accustomed to this feeling, nor
do I know how to deal with it.
It's frightening when I think about
going up to him, and telling him that
I like him, or even the great lead-in
"so, are you seeing anyone?"
I'll probably keep doing this until
I either get resolution, or get over
it. I just help the day dreams about
just the two of us hanging out
together. I can just imagine sitting
around and watching Eternal Sunshine
of the Spotless Mind, or whatever
that other one was he liked that had
no plot, just a bunch of odd characters.
I can just imagine driving down the
road together, I don't even care about
the destination. Just walking together.
Just being together.
It didn't help that tonight [Mexican
Night for our Suite, I do try to remain
civil amongst my roomies], my roomate
brought her boyfriend with her. Damn,
it kills that part of me. I keep losing my
train of thought. I keep letting myself
go with it.
I just want to be with him. I think I'd
be content to just spend time with him,
as a friend, and get to know the guy a
little better.
I really like him. I know it's an infatuation,
but those things can be just as consuming
as anything esle.
On a lighter note, my grandfather is fixing
my car. God bless that man! His view on
blacks may be a bit too oldschool for my tastses,
but he's still a good man, and good to his family.
Back to me, I CAN' T GET THIS GUY OUTTA MY HEAD!
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