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Everything started because of a Hiatus... Something I didn't plan... So many things that get broken because of my circumstances not allowing me to stay in a continuous cycle which gets disrupted every several months...

I'm starting to get tired from starting over so many times. This isn't the first time, but I swear I wish this would be the last time it happened.

I see now that the reason why I felt like I was waning down... the feeling of being "stretched" to my limits until I snapped at anyone and everyone... the "why" as to why people ion my life kept being more and more distant as time passed by...almost as if they just float away... it was me all along.

Whether I like the truth of this or not... is irrelevant. It's the truth, and there are two things I have to do: Accept it and move forward, relearning my steps... Or deny it and stop moving altogether.

There are many more things I've learned in this most recent "Hiatus" from the web than I could have imagined... but the scary part is how this realization in turn could affect every single relationship I have had or still have with everyone... everywhere.

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