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I thought that maybe today i would add another journal entry. Why?... because.. well you can make up your own reason, i really don't have one. Anyways i started semester two and i already hate it < only my second day to classes sweatdrop yes but i will have to put up with it as i do have goals and need to accomplish something in my years of schooling, other then my socializing skills. Oh but i did manage to get my report card back today and i got a 76.5 average. Which makes me really extactic.
Hmm, valentine's day is getting closer and closer, two days now and i only wish that for that one day that i wouldn't have to exist, the only good thing about valentines day is that my mom always makes cupcakes, and not just any cupcakes, nono. but the really good homemade ones. 3nodding Anyways, my opinion on valentines day obviously doesn't really mean nothing, i just feel like writing it down. Its way over rated.
Lately i have been in this really strange mood, well stranger then usual. Normally i get to school and want to talk to friends and what not then go to class.. and turn my music off to ignore the godam teachers. But the last two school days i have gotten there and not been in the mood to talk to anyone. I been turning up my music too loud in my ears so i can ignore everyone. I mean everyone. I drift off way to much lately and its starting to piss me off because i want to be able to concentrate but i keep slipping up and finding myself in this place where everything is what i want it to be and i am where i want to be. Not only in my "daydreams" have things been like this but in my dreams at night. This same person keeps appearing in my dreams and he makes me feel so comforted, relaxed, and ultimately very good about myself. I sort of have an idea of who this person is but i don't want to go jumping any gun here. I don't even know what to say about him i can't remember any facial features just the feeling that im left with in the morning that tells me everything will come together eventually. And there i go again im so far away from where i actually am in reality right now, but im loving it.
Well im going to indulge myself in more DragonForce, thanks to someone, I'm hooked. stare