• all i could hear in the full or emty i cant remember hallway where sorrys and insalts from his exs and friends. but the 1 voice i loved to hear was his Ethens. when i was with him i felt as though we where the only 1s alive. but then it went black for him.

    when we where walking down the hallways all of a suden we or i heard a big BOOM.

    after the rescue squde pulled me out of the left over bits and pices of the skool that was when i relised that it was raining but i cuoldnt recinze the feeling of it. then i heard my mom yelling "NO NOT MY BABY NO NOT HER THAT CANT BE HER!!!!!!!!" and then my dad talking to her " hony we cant do anything about it. we just have to trust that the docters and nurses will do their best.".

    when i woke up i relized that i couldnt feel or hear yet but i was home. but i thught i was still at skool. but i kept having flash backs of that day.

    2 weeks later when we all had to go to a diffrnt skool i relized that Ethen wasnt with me. when i went home and after i did my home work i asked if my parnts new wut happnd to him... but when they told me i cuoldnt belive my ears.it was a bomb that a studnt had set up in his/her locker when it went off me and ethen where right next to it and then went it went off a teacher pushed me out of the way and tryed to get ethen but it was to late. ethen was in a millon little pices by now. all they found left of him was his backpack.


    then i woke up AGIN and was told that i was in acoma still in the hospital. and found that my parents did not tell me that god did and i felt peacefull when i woke up. and then i fent my throght get cloged up and my chest went in to sharp pain. and then it went black. and i heard all this yelling from docter to nurse and nurse to docter. saying "WE HAVE TO GET HER TO THE ER" said a kind looking female face by nowi could c and the responce was "NO WE CANT ITS TO RISKI SHE CUOLD NEVER MACK IT".


    but i didnt care wut happnd to me i just wanted to be with ethen and the rest of my friend that died that died that day.but then i remeberd my famliy my friends that where still alive.


    3 months later almost eavery thing was almost normal i was with my friend Becky. Alyssa. Kessa just talking and then i said "i cant wait to die" then kessas response was "y arnt u happy here" then i said "well ya but havnt u ever seen or wounderd wut it is like there. well i no its like here" but then alyssa said "well amy this is ur home dont u like the home that god has previded for us" then my finle response was "alyssa where is home is it where bad things happnd to u, whereur loved 1s r killed or heart no its where it is almost always good and where ur loved 1s still happy and alive." by now i was back in the hospital i was having another hart attace then i said that i just didnt wont to be pocked ad pride on i just wanted to be left alone and i said to eavery 1 in the hospital room "just let me be. for the last yaer nothing has been good for me.im going home." and then with a last breth of air on the operastrin table is where i relized that i alwaysed have had true friends. but then very peace fully i never woke from that table.



    and now with ethen and other friends i new i was home.