• david



    her eyes glow whenever she see's me.he smile widens. and her lips touch mine with ease. i wish i have told her earlier. wwe cannot love. she is beautiful and i love her but more like a sister. hopfully she will understand that part. "melony, i am sorry but i dont love you. i wish i told you before i did what i did. i am gay." i watched her world die before her eyes. she fell to the floor.i tryed to grab her but she pushed me away. " i hate you!" her vioce was harsh and cold.
    i ran and ran and ran and ran. i could not deal with her tears. 10 years later my world changed. i had a horrible life. and all i tink about is what if i was just nothing to her? what if i gone farther? what if we had kids?what if i WOULD HAVE A HAPPY LIFE? i still wonder to this day in hell. you maybe confused. most of the dead souls here are too. what did i do to get in here? and how did i really die? no one knows here. but i wonder while my soul burns.


    melony


    "but momma what ever happened to my papa? why he left us?" out daughter spoke sadly. i wiped the tears and replied, " he walked out on the exact day ten years ago he got into a car crash. and died right there. he didnt know you were born, when he walked out.