• "Jen? Jen, baby, wake up, please." The silky voice, was it calling my name? I didn't reconize the voice at first, the it hit me. I opened my eyes slowly, I couldn't get enough strength to flash them open. "JEN! BABY! YOUR AWAKE! I missed you so much! I'm soo sorry I left you! I feel so guilty!" It was calling me, and it was who I thought it was. The beautiful silky voice, he was so beautiful. "I really am sorry, love. I just couldn't go in, it's hard to understand, but i promise, I will NEVER leave you again, ok?" He was apoligizing? To me? No, he didn't do anything. It was me. I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out. So I flew back down on the bed. Wait, bed? Where was I? All I could see is his face, I couldn't see anything else. But then, I forced myself to look away. I was in a...Hospital? Strange, I don't remeber coming here. Wait, I blacked out. Damn, where was Derek? I could feel my face turn pale. "Jen? Jen, baby, what's wrong??" I forced myself to chock out the word. "Derek." My voice was all scratchy, and I probably looked horrible, but all I cared about at the moment, was Derek. "Oh, Baby, Some man brought you in, said that your brother was hurt. So I helped the man get your brother, and we brought you in the hospital, I have no idea how he got my number, probably from your phone. But Derek is fine, he isn't as beat up as you are, oh, baby, I am so sorry. I can't belive this." I wanted him to stop apoligizing. He didn't do anything! Why is he apoligizing? I remeber, He was the one who kept warning me, telling me I was going to get hurt, over and over again he told me not to go in. I'm glad he didnt go in. His features, so perfect, everything about him was beautiful. "Stop.apoligizing.it's.not.your.fault.it's.mine." My voice so scratchy, and it hurt to speak. I wanted him to understand though. "Right, sorry." His voice so silky, cracked. Who was that guy that saved me and Derek. Why didn't he come sooner? Why were we so stupid to even go in there? All these questions, and I would never get an answer, to any of them. I felt so stupid. Poor mom, I wonder if she knows. That one, i go an answer to. "OH DEAR GOD! JENNIE!!! OH MY LORD! YOUR ALIVE OH WHAT A MIRICLE!!!!!!! OHHHH!!!!" My mom came running in, "Oh sweetheart!" She grabbed me and hugged me tightly. I screamed, "Oww" She let go so fast. "Oh, baby, sweetheart I'm so sorry." Tears came flowing down her eyes. "No, mom, I'm sorry, I'm ok, just in pain." My throut hurt, so much, but I smiled anyways, I wanted her to get that I was going to be ok. "Jen, baby,..."

    To Be Continued... talk2hand