• Prologue

    Have you ever been so alone in the world that you just want to end it all, and slit open your throat? Do you have rumors spreading about you faster than wildfire? Do you get teased and tortured everyday even by your own parents? Do people tell you that you are fake and a loser? Has a girl ever led you on and made you think that you actually had something between the two of you? Well let me tell you something those kind of things happen to me everyday. I mean do you ******** know what that feels like? I don’t think so. No one will ever really know how I truly feel. I hate it. It’s cause me so many problems. I’ve attempted suicide, but never could pull it off.
    Instead, I now cut myself. I love to watch the blood run down my pale arms. The cutting helps ease all of the other pan in my life. It use to hurt like hell, but I don’t feel it so much anymore. I am a social outcast at school and pretty much to my entire family. Nobody cares about me, and I don’t know why I bother to continue living. I guess that I’m hoping that someday I will find somebody. Anyways all the people who have neglected me in my life will someday pay. I’ll show them that I don’t need them, this is my story.