• I keep my eyes widely open,trying hard not miss anything,and speaking very little.Places where I speak freely are those of which I am comfortable,and those areas rarely ever come my way.Peolple some times try to be nice,and understand me,but they are dismissed as no one could possibly come close to coping with my mental issues.

    To be honest,I wasn't always like this.I can remember happy times,but as I grew a bit,my mind started to adjust to this World of lies and disappointment,heartache and hurtfulness followed by non-apologetic actions.These things were incredibly hard to cast aside,and in trying,I failed.Due to that,I think of these problems all of the time.It's a constant stress on my mind.I am always left with the question,'Why?'.

    As days grow on,it seems I am the only one that simply cannot change as everything else has.In a way,I feel left behind.Everyone has moved on an accepted these aspects of current living except me,who is left to think about it all,by myself.But then I felt it,subtle as it is.The change that occurred within myself,the one I assumed hadn't happened.Sadly the change was minimal,whats more I'm the only one who has noticed the change,rendering me left behind still and forevermore.