• Hate


    Hatred. There’s so much..
    There is enough there to hurt..
    To push someone away...

    I once loved someone...
    He fell in love with someone else...
    I feel hatred...I feel hurt...

    I feel like being alone and not being touched...
    I feel like not speaking or seeing...
    or even hearing..his words..

    I feel cheated..I feel betrayed...
    Those are feelings of hatred..
    They are hurtful feelings..

    I once loved someone...
    I almost lost my life for him...
    I feel lonely now...hurting..
    crying deep down inside..

    I want to say I am sorry...
    but the words won't come out..
    I know hes upset with me..

    I feel his pain...his hurt...
    his suffering..and his laughter..
    of me of being a fool..

    Why did I ever fall in love?
    Why did I ever stick around?
    Why did I still care for him...even now?

    I wonder if he will ever feel what I am feeling..
    The hurt..the laughter from him..the crying inside?

    Why cry? Why waste my time?
    Why still wait for him? I know he's not coming back...


    All of these are feelings of hatred..
    Feelings of feeling rejected..The feelings of hurt..and pain..

    I know that I was taught to love even though I may not be loved back..
    but how can I love someone who mocks me and laughs at me for being a fool?

    Why care if I find anyone who will love me...
    Why care if anyone will be around when I need them?
    I didn't ask to be laughed at or be mocked or used..

    All I ever wanted was to be loved as I have loved him..
    Why waste my time in loving and caring?
    Is this some project to become someone's f**k?

    Why should I care if anyone else is hurt..
    They don't care if I am...
    Why Why Why...

    Hatred...The feelings...The burden..
    I wish I knew how to live without it