• Im up the river
    without a paddle
    This river of blood
    drags me into the abyss

    All alone i stand
    help given never accepted
    the current to stron
    a will to weak

    into the cave im dragged
    my world gets cold
    the darkness grows
    and my mind is lost

    i get cought up
    given the chance to choose
    follow the current to the left
    or follow it to the right

    My heart is torn
    my mind still lost
    the decision is hard
    so i go straight

    i crash head on
    the last of what i had
    now destroyed and lost
    carried by the river of blood to the left and right

    I walk straight
    to the edge of the cliff
    i stop to think
    but my heart wants both

    so i look over the edge
    and take the dive
    unable to choose
    unable to hurt them

    Ill remain here
    in the neverending abyss
    this endless drop
    this constant pain

    being torn into two
    never to be trusted
    never to be loved
    never to be true

    this is what i must do
    ill suffer the pain
    the darkness and sin
    as i have eternity

    to think of you
    the pain i wouldnt share
    the life i shouldnt live
    the world i declined

    this fate is just
    and sorry to say a must
    so here ill stay
    all alone

    never to be seen
    never to be loved
    i fall endlessly
    next to the rivers of blood