in my head

• Artist: vampiricwolf13
• Description: pretty much the only thing that can be said for this piece is that i am a really messed up individual, always have been and always will be, so make of this what you will, your opinion is just that, YOURS, and you are entitled to it
• Date: 11/18/2009
• Tags: head thoughts messedup

i sit here ,
these thoughts in my head,
are so time consuming,
i swear im better off dead,
rather than listen to one more inane thought,
thoughts that are so dark,
they will never see the light of day,
i wont let it happen,
if anyone knew they'd lock me away,
thoughts so disturbing,
they'd make Poe turn over in his grave,
thoughts so malevolent,
the devil aint got nothing on me,
for he's my true sire,
these thoughts drive me crazy,
they rage like a great fire,
burning me with their force,
i try to drown them out,
the music it helps,
but not nearly enough,
the thoughts are too numerous,
dont get me wrong here,
its not help that i want,
for even with that,
these thoughts would continue to haunt,
my every waking moment,
i cant cope,
i turn to the blade,
forever without hope,
i dont have the courage,
to put these thoughts to rest,
im too much a coward,
to embrace the sweet release of death.

S.Cabral 11/18/09 twisted