• Am I really worth fighting for...?
    I have a boyfriend and a best friend who both love me dearly....
    But they are like fire and ice...
    Garrison has had a rough life and thinks my life is easy...
    He's like fire because I always feel the hate inside him when I talk about Chris
    Chris is kind and sweet and has had a rough life himself...
    But he is like ice he either cools me down or puts out my fire...
    My heart is as delicate and clear as glass...
    Already that glass has been cracked because of my feelings...
    And already my heart has been dropped and shattered into millions of pieces...
    My heart is full again but it will never be clear or perfect again...
    There will always be cracks and scars...
    From much pain and sorrow...
    I've cried so much and yet you both help me...
    You both have wiped away my tears...
    And gave me comfort...
    Because of you both my heart is becoming clear again...
    But it will still be never perfect...
    The cracks and scars will always remain...
    No matter how many times I try to forget them...
    I remember...
    I don't know how I got to deserve such kindness from either of you...
    I love you both and I treasure you both...
    I can't help but cry...
    My heart becomes heavy so easily...
    So am I really worth fighting for...?